I have been typing words, wiping out words, put down my device, picked it up again and tried again.
I have been wanting to write a piece, but inspiration is nowhere to be found.
Why do I keep on writing with my head on not what is in my heart?
But what is in my heart? It is time for me to dig in my heart, be Spirit lead and try to be myself and type.
As I listen to the rain and thunder on the outside, I cannot help but feel love, gratefulness and joy.
What have I done to deserve all the blessing that I have in my life? Absoluut nothing. All that I have, all that I am is from my Jesus.
I have made my own plans and followed my own head but Jesus know what was best for me. He knew what my heart needed.
I have been depressed due to all the valleys I have been in. Now I know that His strength is made perfect in my weakness.
Thank you my God that you allowed my character to be formed in the tough times, even though I cried out that I could not handle it. I now realise that you had a plan all along and my life is even more intertwined with you.
That is what Life and Faith is. Listening and responding to your heart and keep ok pursuing Jesus
No matter what.